Travel day. Ear fucking hurts and my ear canal is so swollen. Was gonna go to another clinic to say I’ve had drops a while and ask for tablets but couldn’t find one close enough. Also I’m flying today which I’m nervous about now.
Went for brekkie with tilde then chilled round the pool!
Ear was fine on the flight but it bloody hurts. I went to check in went to a pharmacy and they said unless I had a prescription they couldn’t help. I burst out crying, went to another pharmacy and they couldn’t help so I burst out crying again. I haven’t cried since last year and it actually felt good so I couldn’t stop ahah a Portuguese man was standing there and asked if he could help, so I started crying again. Turns out he was a pharmacist and said if I could get a prescription he should have something with him. Went to a clinic, no doctors after 5pm, so I cried again. Then a pharmacy finally gave me some tablets thank god! I still cried coz I just fancied it. Then I called mum and cried 😂 it’s just one thing after another in this place! And if this is coz of diving I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I’ve finally found something I massively enjoy and I’m passionate about and it may ruin my ears. To get this far before having a breakdown ain’t bad and it’s deffo warranted. Then I had a shower and chilled in my room. A girl in my hostel was from Malaysia which is nuts and the annoying British girl is also here. Also another girl from Malaysia is here who I got on with! So will probably meet up with her :) hopefully now i have all the drugs my ear will clear up quickly! It hurts to hiccup and I can’t hear.
Oh and coz i was trying to look at my ear and my hair is grown out I’ve seen just how many white hairs I have now. Loads. I finished the night by having honey spill in my bed and on my pj shorts. I think mum was hoping I’d come home when I called her she was like are you done ahahah