Ok I’m annoyed I didn’t try surfing sooner. I’m slowly falling in love with it. There is nothing better than exersise than when it’s fun. Just like skiing! I think I didn’t try coz I thought it was gonna be really hard and I wasn’t gonna be able to get up so I thought what’s the point, BUT although it is obviously hard it’s easier than I thought. I psyched myself up that it was gonna be impossible but I’ve been able to catch some really good waves! i was even able to turn direction today and go left! Which is so cool. I’m also getting familiar with what I’m doing wrong and being able to correct it, like moving forward to the middle and not and not falling off! I feel soooo good coz I have exersise hormones going and they’ve definitely been lacking! And it doesn’t feel like exersise but I basically just swam for 3 hours today. I love all the S’s and H2O sports! Ski surf swim scuba :) such a water baby. Even got some footage and photos today so excited to get those! I need to live by the sea. I just need to. Or be remote enough with work I can just go when I want to where I want to fill my cup up. I know I’m going to be super depressed when I go home to work so I think it will give me motivation to try get out of it asap. My heart isn’t and has never been in it and I need to do something that isn’t going to drain my soul. I need to fill my cup! exercising isn’t exercising when it’s fun. Also surfing would give you such good posture because it’s balance and arching your neck and back and shoulders allll the time. No more back rolls if I carried on with this!